Day 1. Day of Op-am
So its currently 1.40am on Thursday 9th October. The day of my jaw surgery and I can’t settle to fall asleep. I can’t explain how I feel aside from sick,that’s one thing I do feel. Nervous and scared amongst others.
I suppose it doesn’t matter if I don’t sleep as I’ll be sleeping over the next few days/weeks,but the other part of me wants to sleep if just to forget about it for a few hours,and it’s quite literally a few hours as I’m up at 5.45 as I have to be at hospital for 7.30 to check in.
It’s a weird sensation knowing that I’ve waited years for it and it’s come round.
I’ll never be ready for it but I’ve just got to get on with it and have it done then I can get on with the rest of my life.
I’m going to go and watch the rest of 2 broke girls and try and probably fail to sleep.